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gorgeousnerdgorgeousnerdgorgeousnerdTitle: More than the dirt it takes to bury them
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: NC-17
Length: About 24,000 words.
Characters/Pairings: Sam/Dean, other ensemble characters.
Content notes: (skip) Includes addiction/withdrawal scenarios, some alcohol abuse, and sexual situations involving siblings who don't know they're related. There's also some canon-appropriate violence (and nothing to the extreme that the show ever reaches).
Summary: Sam Wesson doesn't usually run off with strangers to fight what lurks in the dark. But then, Sam doesn't meet people he dreams about - people like Dean Smith - every day. It's not perfect, but he's making a difference and getting closer to Dean, so what's not to love?
Except the dreams he still can't explain. And the way he's starting to sweat and shake and itch for something he can't name. Something like demon blood. (For
spn_j2_bigbang 2012.)
Also available on: AO3 | LJ
Non-AO3 downloads: mobi | epub | PDF
(Note: the story and the ebooks were edited 6/23/12 to fix a mild canon error.)
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( Author's notes. )
gorgeousnerdalexseanchai's Mumblety-peg for Reverse Remix. (Originally posted here.)gorgeousnerdgorgeousnerdSummary: Demons don't make tender, gentle love. That's not what Ruby's asking for when she bends knee to the demon inside the dental hygienist, bowing her head.
gorgeousnerdpuchuupoet for the beta work; you continue to be a superstar.gorgeousnerd![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif){kind=small}
katienyc! (Also on LJ and AO3.)gorgeousnerdprobing_grays! (Also on LJ and AO3.)gorgeousnerdSummary: Sam's eyes aren't stinging. It'd be stupid to cry at his fake Niagara Falls wedding to his brother.
rahnekat1's fault. Written after 7x02, so there's spoilers for that, and there's elements based on future s7 spoilers. The title comes from "Time to Dance" by Panic! at the Disco.gorgeousnerdspn_j2_bigbang. Sometimes, rescues aren't pretty: Dean drinks Castiel's blood and becomes his vessel, and it's still not enough to keep Sam from freeing Lucifer from his prison. When Sam, Dean, and Castiel hide in John Winchester's old cabin and deal with detoxing and murderous angels, they learn recovery's just as ugly. But the ugliest part might just be the place they find a new beginning: each other.gorgeousnerdshort_hemline for the beta. (Also on LJ and AO3.)gorgeousnerdpuchuupoet! Also on LJ and AO3.gorgeousnerdpuchuupoet and tsuxavier for the beta and cheerleading! Also on AO3, and author's notes here.gorgeousnerdalexseanchai's prompt for More Joy Day 2011. Also on LJ and AO3.gorgeousnerdprobing_grays. Thanks to rahnekat1 for the title help. (Also on LJ and AO3.)gorgeousnerdshort_hemline, and it unfortunately never made it all the way there, so this is the first time anyone not me gets to see it! (Also on LJ.)gorgeousnerdpuchuupoet! (Also on LJ and AO3.)gorgeousnerdgorgeousnerdgorgeousnerddesertport for spn_summergen 2010. The prompt: Kat and Meg square off. Kat's not a bad hunter, and Meg is a worthy opponent. (They're both so awesome, they need to be in the same fic.) The story takes place after "Asylum" and "Shadow", but before "Salvation". It can also be read in the original post, chomalfoyfics, and AO3. Additional author's notes here.gorgeousnerd![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
kink_bingo card. Also on LJ and AO3, and author's notes here.gorgeousnerdaccess_fandom, and also available on LJ and AO3. More notes can be found here.
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